About My Friend Who Went Missing | +REFLECTIONS | TuckTube

In this video, Tuck discusses the lessons learned from his friend who went missing 5 years ago.

The biggest lesson of all - you taught me to surrender. To surrender all to All - a Force, a Power that is greater than myself, and to trust that Force to guide me. Back to the Heart, back to God, universal Flow and divine Order.
— Tuck Muntarbhorn

Dear M,

It’s been 5 years since you disappeared from my sight. Still, the memory of your face still lingers in my life.

We became at a time where I was lost. Extremely lost in fact, working in an industry that supports an erroneous and illusion driven life - so much so that I got caught in the illusion I built, to blind me from what is lasting and real.

I will never forget that morning when I woke up in Paris and you were gone. With my keys, to my London apartment. Not a word, not a sound, not a note. Just gone. I couldn’t breathe. I was shocked. I was in pain. How and why would you do this? How and why would life do this to me?

I called and sent you countless emails and messages to find out “why” - no answer. Like a screaming child, my mind was hijacked by the possibility of being “robbed” - it was too much to bare. Not the “system”, not the police, not the landlord could care. I could count the amount of “I told you so’s” from “friends” and family as if they knew you would disappear and “why did you give her the keys?”. That you weren’t worthy of trust and that I wasn’t worthy to trust myself.

That my dear, is not true.

Their words were blessings and lessons. To help me separate “friends” from “acquaintances”, “truth” from “illusion” and “love” from “fear”. Their words and your disappearance taught me that. And whilst I can now speculate on why you left (being homesick and all) and know that you had no intention to steal, you moved me to lead a life filled with Truth, Love and Purpose. And look where it has brought me now. Wow. To write this letter to you, in this sacred moment, 5 years later.

But the biggest lesson of all - you taught me to surrender. To surrender all to All, to surrender to a Force, a Power that is greater than myself. And to trust that Force to guide me. Back to the Heart, back to God, universal Flow and divine Order.

Dear girl, I salute to you. You have opened my eyes to see myself through my own eyes and to love myself through my own heart. That my dear, makes you my greatest teacher. I love you. I forgive you. I thank you. So much.

Love,
Tuck